i really want to focus on this and learn through the process of creating my own site that i can really feel comfortable with as an online reflection of me… but that’s not really totally possible right now. i guess it will always be a bit questionable as to me really focusing on this.. but… thing is, i still have a few other much more urgent/pressing things to do. and on a side note, i’m not sure what to make of what will happen tomorrow. i… i’m not sure that starting work right now is really a necessary or ideal course of action for me. shrug if it works out, it works out, and if i’m there for a while without much movement, i know i’ll find myself moving on, one way or the other. okay, so back to the more urgent/pressing things to do…. i have japanese blogs to translate, and i have a paper to really dominate (i’ve promised away my first-born for this) and have out of my life, finally.