16 March 2004 Tuesday

is it only Tuesday?

evolution according to the devil… this memnoch book is so very interesting. the horror of unfolding evolution.. from beautiful life is born suffering, pain, brutality. suffering as the point of contention between God and the Devil. i started to share some of the text with my mom and she started telling me i was silly for accepting such absurd theories … .... it’s a fiction book. accept? nothing. fascinated by the concepts and ideas and questions and attempts at answers and possibilities and imagination? quite! i had an early, large dinner by myself just now.. so i’ll be in bed super early tonight. no late and lonely night like last.