07 March 2003 Friday

x.brief

it’s been a loooooooong time.  i don’t think anyone comes to this page anymore.  i don’t.  i’m just gonna say hi…  i dunno.  maybe i’ll pick back up on writing more consistently on xanga later… but… why?

a scene from right outside my window just a few weeks ago:

current question at hand is where i’ll spend this summer… japan or ohio?  i’ll consider votes.

at any rate, life is good.. i’m well.. ‘hope everyone else is also…

28 January 2003 Tuesday

x.so much stuff

i have SOOOO much work to do.

i’m in ohio..antioch… i’ll be home this weekend though, for chinese new year :)

so much stuff…. lots of happinesses :) :)... lots of unhappinesses :( :( ... my room’s good…

i’ma a go now…. article to write!! maybe more later.

01 January 2003 Wednesday

x.looking forward to new year

i head back over to ohio this weekend… the last time i was there was last fall… so… that makes it over a year since i was there? hm. i’m looking forward to it a bit more than i thought, actually.. which is a bit unusual… i try to avoid the whole “looking forward” to things… particularly this last couple of years. i know certain people will protest to my saying so, but the whole “no expectations” thing generally is a good thing.. even if it doesn’t wholly work. pizza’s cooking. i’m starving. bring back the sun and the clear skies. 2003’s never been here before…

06 December 2002 Friday

sleepy,
comfortable,
a bit cold,
powerful,
a bit annoyed,
bored,
quite alright.

05 December 2002 Thursday

x.snow and happiness

there’s snow on the ground.  who knows how much will still be there when i wake up (not that it’s quite knee-deep right now as it is) but i’ll go to sleep knowing

that there is snow outside my window, blanketing my driveway;

that my daddy will be napping at home tomorrow,

that my mommy will be in a playing mood (tho she’ll tell me to shovel the driveway),

that my grandmother will tell me my wish for snow was granted,

and that my brother will be waking me up to play in the morning, saying “chal!! challo! wake-up-o! challo!”

how happy is that?

30 November 2002 Saturday

x.dream: asian store

dream: asian store, different treats in same basket, class.. sitting.. one person sitting in front, one sitting behind… mumbling.. talking… sitting elsewhere.. a round laminated piece of art/work that is familiar.. signed by else.. by me on back; i keep.. familiar/representative identities.. japanese the asian store? keep wanting to say ‘thankyou’ but undecided on language…

cambodian temple this morning… then out till late afternoon having mommy-daughter time.. sun leaves so fast…

26 November 2002 Tuesday

x.word association test

we know how i like to take these ‘identity’-type test things more than once to confirm… well.. apparently, my compatibility with my own self goes like this:

and furthermore… apparently:

25 November 2002 Monday

x.brief

dream: classroom… baby… group counselling/legal session.

beaUtiful day.

24 November 2002 Sunday

x.dreams..chestertown

lots of dreams. something moving into chestertown again… furniture not being sufficient for my usual room setup.. roommate is handicapped (wheelchair).. end up considering changing sides of the room (i usually always keep to the same spot i’ve had plotted and lived in so long/previously)....  segment about going to the diner and taking the freshmen to the upperclassmen diner (something about my friends not knowing i’m back yet… so i’ll run into them whenever)...  something about being found by an agent of good or something and being turned over to specific side… then her daughter is attacked by an agent of bad because she wasn’t supposed to interfere with peoples’ paths and directions… turns out i have some power (like energy rays/telekinetics) and potential for real influential power..  ...those are the gists of it..

22 November 2002 Friday

x.harmonizing horses site

suggested by tread… really is rather fun http://svt.se/hogafflahage/hogafflaHage_site/Kor/hestekor.swf