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It’s you who has to change, not your circumstances—you carry your fate with you.

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this mark on me is permanent,
like all the things that come like that


Maybe we should speak our minds…
…it’s not that I’m insecure; I just need to be sure..


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13 May 2006 Saturday

2:30am on a Friday eve

slated in moments, dreams at 10:07 am

Sleeping would be such a welcome change of pace right now.

And now that I’ve opened up this entry and sat here with my thoughts long enough, maybe—maybe—I’m just tired enough to become unconscious in my bed til at least my usual 6-7am unsolicited wake-up time.

05 June 2005 Sunday

Fish realive and other magics

slated in dreams at 4:27 pm

Abra came back alive! I had ultimately never let him go to the earth, but for some reason put him back in the bowl i guess… refilled warmish water… and later, surprised to find that he was swimming and well again, and must not have been completely dead from the start!

i think before that:

01 June 2005 Wednesday

Congress overrun by female elects?

slated in dreams at 2:51 pm

dreaming..grandmother… her birthday… coinciding with chinese new year or new years or something… I with friends at giftshop or something..
I in Thailand or Malaysia at an old alley… a guy.. another friend also shows up after i’ve talked with old lady who owns shop there i used to visit in childhood (in this dream)... i plan to buy mochi or some native sweet there in big gift form… the guy’s showed up before in this dream.. he already bought a big box version.. by Godiva.. but almost certainly strawberry mochi or something…
family on trip together.. congreess becoming less a boy’s club and more a girl’s club… patronizng female leader just elected. Hilary Clinton there with husband among others.. all pretty zany.. are they drunk? Celebrating, certainly/pleased with themselves, certainly.
more to it all… so sleepy me right now.

26 May 2005 Thursday

villagey pirateish-feel dessertedish place with people and water and things

slated in dreams at 4:53 pm

dream had to do with some sort of remote pirate resort or something.. kind of isolated… three of us… myself and another girl and a guy.. the guy was kind of a tough/mean one.. and there was some strange relationship between him and myself.

25 May 2005 Wednesday

Dreaming of homework

slated in dreams at 4:31 pm

i realized today while driving to work…

i’ve been having dreams about homework…

04 May 2005 Wednesday

Dukong? Yukon?

slated in dreams at 10:00 pm

i wish i had written this down while it was still “clear” in my head this morning… something about the span of land/water across the midwest and the west and the pacific ocean…we know as the Du-kong, or something.. Texas was up in there too somehow… and something about how the Chinese call the similar area around there “Yu kong” .. and you can see the obvious connection between, but i’d never really noticed before.

What on earth does it mean?!?

06 July 2004 Tuesday

What Do Dreamed Stethescopes Symbolize?

slated in dreams at 9:12 am

In my dream was Harold-sensei.. I was looking all over his classroom for one of his stethescopes.. (I don’t think he has stethescopes. Or one single classroom.) I don’t know if I found one in the end, but I ended up also looking for a similarly-shaped screwdriver.
It proves I did sleep last night.

07 May 2004 Friday

another dream (i'm clearly working too much)

slated in dreams at 3:15 pm

!! i just remembered!
i had a dream last night or the night before.. about WORK.. wherein someone found a big, happy project for us to bid on.. and i felt chagrined because i felt i should have found it but i’d not been (i’ve not been) looking the past few days for procurement opportunities. whoa. of all the things to dream of. i can’t possibly be feeling that guilty about it… ‘better do a search now…

motorbike/car warehouse dream

slated in dreams at 10:14 am

my dream involved motorcycle-type cars.. (i think) and some sort of warehouse/gathering place of them… and i temporarily borrowed/stole this a car/motorbike that was sitting there (i think i was waiting for my group to do whatever they were doing, so i was bored and this car/motorbike was sitting there and looked cute or something..) .. and it turned out to be really small and difficult to drive as a result.. and there were guys and a girl with long hair and all sorts of… something to do with making out.. people watching… ‘probably would’ve been good scenes for/from a movie. i dun remember the rest.

happy friday!

30 November 2002 Saturday

x.dream: asian store

slated in dreams at 6:44 pm

dream: asian store, different treats in same basket, class.. sitting.. one person sitting in front, one sitting behind… mumbling.. talking… sitting elsewhere.. a round laminated piece of art/work that is familiar.. signed by else.. by me on back; i keep.. familiar/representative identities.. japanese the asian store? keep wanting to say ‘thankyou’ but undecided on language…

cambodian temple this morning… then out till late afternoon having mommy-daughter time.. sun leaves so fast…

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