ferrydust

I’ve got to stop, gotta stop the trembling—it’s beginning to drag me down.
I’ve got to change my wishes..
I’ve got to stop wanting, wanting you here.

I’ve got to do something about the dreaming—it leaves the day the loss of being touched.
I’ve got to discover some other meaning,
and I’ve got to stop wanting you so much.

I’ve got to stop, gotta stop the exploding.
It’s taking too much sense off me
I’ve gotta change my thinking, cuz it blinds me
and blinds the right way to see

I’ve got to stop saving
the abundance comes to shame without you.
I’ve gotta give up my believing.
I’ve gotta stop hoping, and that’s so hard to do,
and I’ve got to stop, I’ve got to stop worrying.
bout why loneliness follows me.
I’ve got to stop damning, daming time for its aging me.