I Can Make A Mess Like Nobody's Business - Timshel

i sink into the wall
and staring up i saw
i’m alone in all my thoughts
too afraid to be crazy, i run.
it always finds me
driving right through town
with the windows down i fly.
it’s the feeling spring has brought
but an eye for the winter’s what i got.
it always finds me

so tonight, when i left here, all i said was “goodbye” and that’s alright. no “i’ll see you later”. i’ve been trying my whole life.
And if it’s an eye for an eye, why can’t i get this right? i’m too slow to go fast, i’m too nervous to do that. so i run, run away.. why should i….

i take my chances slow
after all, it’s no one’s fault
but the pain seems to crave my life
so ashamed of my weakness, i lie
it always finds me

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