“I’m learning real skills that i can apply throughout the rest of my life … procrastinating and rationalizing.”

now it seems that I don’t want to go back home

i’ve got a story; it’s almost finished.. now all i need is someone to tell it to—maybe that’s you. .... you should just be here; be with me here. it doesn’t seem there’s hope for me—i let you down.. but i won’t give in now, not for any amount.