That strange place of sleepy/overslept, tired/restless, awareness/haziness. rest and water are not repairing me nearly as swiftly as they should. I can get up like this for a few minutes before the discomfort sets in too hard and I’m forced back to bed. I’ve tried throwing up several times but haven’t been so successful. Disappointed to miss out on plans for tonight. frustrated to have been able to do/accomplish nothing today. but understand that somethings just have to be endured. my time is up. back down.