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04 October 2006 Wednesday

https://ferrydust.com/journal/1514/im-not-safe-here

slated in mood at 8:48 pm

I’m not safe here..
Constantly bracing.. trying to be soft and open but I know better… instinctively flinch.. bracing bracing .. and I don’t know.. always wondering.. always putting aside.. knowing I’ll be okay, but that doesn’t make it okay. always wondering. keeping still.. forcing myself to not flinch. hoping..resigned.. giving in.. knowing.. knowing that safety is far away.

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