Making ammends requires much more than saying I’m sorry. It means learning to change. You need to earn your forgiveness.

Why don’t you like me, why don’t you like me without making me try?...
I could be brown, I could be blue, I could be violet sky, I could be hurtful, I could be purple, I could be anything you like.
Gotta be green, gotta be mean, gotta be everything more..

You drop a coin into the sea and shout out, “Please come back to me”