“I’m learning real skills that i can apply throughout the rest of my life … procrastinating and rationalizing.”

what happened to the way that we always said we’d be
..that frequency inside my head that says
I’m going at it the hard way.

this far or further, I need to know.
And your hand is held open, intentionally.. or just what I want to see?
I don’t normally beg for assistance — I rely on my own eyes to see.. but right now you make no sense to me.