Deception like this is just one step removed from actively sabotaging one another.

so tonight, when i left here, all i said was “goodbye” and thats alright. no “i’ll see you later”. i’ve been trying my whole life.
And if its an eye for an eye, why cant i get this right? i’m too slow to go fast, i’m too nervous to do that. so i run, run away.. why should i….

If you’re on your way, I’m not gonna write you to stay.
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If your heart is nowhere in it I don’t want it for a minute.