03 February 2004 Tuesday

late for bed

i will to bed, very soon. a couple briefs before i go, tho..

it is sooo past my bedtime, again. but the double batch of chocolate chip cookies is made, and well.. and there’s a darling already sleeping who i’ll call soon once i’m finally in bed…

i’m almost afraid to jot a note on here about how i might finally see europe sooner than later… the last time i actually posted on here that it was going to happen, i ended up taking it down within seconds because minds changed. thing is, i don’t have the funds to do it right now. but the timing is well enough.. i can get things squared up here quickly, before leaving.. and then upon return, launch into job-searching (i’m thinking i’d like to look into temporary positions for a meanwhile.. for personal experience and exposure, and also to imagine that i could work a bit more on learning for such projects as rasasayang and other..). so..

and the other issues have not been talked out, but i’ll generally welcome a change of scenery, especially with the right company, and the premise that what one might specifically need is to ’get away’ for a while, is very sensible.. and this is a realistic thing to do. as long as afterward there isn’t extra stress about the smaller stash of cash, and such..

by the way, css fascinates me. i’ve so much to learn…

sleep now.. think later…. i wonder what dreams will seek me tonight…