22 September 2006 Friday
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You know, I don’t even know what that means.
the bigger mistake would be to not make the mistake because then you’d go your whole life not really knowing if something is a a mistake or not.
...it’s beginning to get to me that I know more of the stars and sea than I do of what’s in your head…
We need to feel breathless with love and not collapsed under its weight.
I’m gasping for the air to fill my lungs with everything I’ve lost.
If there’s nothing left to lose then there’s every to gain
All the paragraphs and pages you could write could not contain..
It’s all about the the chance you’re taking..
The sun is setting and it’s ending ‘cause you’re letting it go..
Excuse me, are you lost? Perhaps you would care to visit the site map
[…] definitely feels like a Friday.
Gorgeous day out. perfect for walking around outside.
[…] kittens. and.. um.. I’ve forgotten the other thing.
I think three pairs of cat parents.. some of the kittens were funny/pudgy-faced looking.. but still fun to play with once their parents get less defensive.
lyrics I want to post.. fragmented thoughts I want to vaguely illustrate..
but I already have.
Running into this increasingly often.
Frustrating.
late for my bed.
I was recently accused of not letting people really in.. not allowing them into the deepest darkest places in my heart/soul/mind.
Offhandedly I’ve always been inclined to agree with that…
Consciousness inherently makes that difficult, anyway.
But actually, .. it isn’t true. I let people in. Just not everyone. Which is as it should be. And as far as letting them all the way in such that I would be 100% exposed and open..
Related or unrelated, I was also asked what purpose there could be in trying to be close to someone who is unwilling or incapable of opening themself up fully.
Everything is context.
Receiving multiple phone calls at 5am is actually not necessarily a problem..
It’s who is calling at 5am and why.
The boys in The Last Kiss were simple and sad, but their characters were not remotely as ugly as I’ve seen.
Idiots make mistakes. It’s a whole other kind of animal who consciously and repeatedly betrays good and love.
Curfew has been announced.. state of emergency declared 30 minutes ago..
Soldiers seized the government house..
Prime Minister Thaksin (not so popular these past many months..but likely to be re-elected because money to the rural folk and they’re the ones who vote) is out of the country..
Sept.20, 4:16pm update~ The King is supporting the general/coup.