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06 August 2007 Monday

Ear unhappiness, part 3

slated in moments at 4:13 pm

[part 1]
[part 2]

So, I did finally see a doctor on Thursday, who told me what we all knew already: water in the ear —> infection.
He prescribed me ear drops: Cipro HC otic (ciprofloxacin 0.2% HCI and hydrocortisone 1% otic suspension) 10mL..
Also, he prescribed me a few pills of Vicodin for the pain.

The Advil had been the only useful thing in the past week, for dulling the pain.. though it takes a while to kick in..
By the way, someone had given me the genius advice that I should be drinking alcohol, rather than taking Advil, to quelch the pain. …. yeah… so that was one of the most painful things EVER. Where the pain had been steady and usually bearable, the alcohol (before I could drink enough to feel any positive effects of it) was pumping through my blood and pulsing in my ear.. I could feel the blood pumping in my ear.. and the pain was so heightened and throbbing and not manageable. With really no other option (can’t mix Vicodin with alcohol.. and no telling how long it would take to kick in anyway (Advil seemed to take 20-30 minutes), I went ahead and ordered more vodka and downed a glass and a half, pushing across the pain threshold and entering happy no-sense-of-balance land.
That was Thursday.

I’ve been taking the eardrops medication since then, and while the discomfort/feeling that my ear is not 100% and occasional (generally duller) pain have not gone away, I have not had any new episodes of extreme pain, and I’ve been able to eat without much trouble and sleep without unusual interruptions of ouching.

I’ll update again when 100% better.

01 August 2007 Wednesday

Ear unhappiness cont'd

slated in moments at 4:20 pm

[continued from previous entry]

As a record for myself:

I probably picked it up during [attempted] water skiing in lake on Saturday. Probably during my last wipe-out. I’ve never experienced anything like swimmer’s ear. Water in my ear tends to go away on its own.
I have always felt pain associated with congestion during landings on airplanes. I’ve found TylenolCold&Sinus to be consistently helpful for dealing with that. Aside from that, I tend not to take medicines in general.
I have never quite been able to blow the air out of my ears by pinching my nose shut. Yawning can work (and hurt when it breaks through my ears).. but deliberate force-blowing doesn’t quite work for me (and feels like I’ll rupture something important if I continue).
So, okay, I believe this is my first experience with an ear problem.
(I did try TylenolCold&Sinus on this, btw. The sensation was similar, so I was hopeful that the Tylenol might have its usual positive effect. Didn’t work.)

(It’s not been itchy, btw, which is apparently a big symptom of swimmer’s ear.)

Felt consistent pain and discomfort during drive on Sunday.
Monday was painful and bothersome at times as well.
Yesterday (Tuesday) morning when I woke up, it really hurt, more than the rest of the time.

Yesterday (Tuesday) at dinner it was agonizingly painful.. I could barely chew anything.. the ear itself was so painful I couldn’t help but wince and look miserable though trying to be stoic and manage the discomfort.. it was really, really bad though.. Through the day I’d been able to function through the pain, but the pain at dinnertime was not really function-throughable.
My dinner company was prompted to run a few blocks to CVS and picked up Advil, two brands of “ear drying aid” specifically geared to dealing with “Swim-ear”, and “Earache Relief”.. (Aside from the Advil, they’re all eardrops… These past couple days, btw, are possibly the first time I’ve ever poured anything into my ears.)

Eventually, blowing (with my nose pinched shut) to the point that I could feel whatever-it-is bubble in my ear without rupturing it (it’s a funny bubble feeling..cuz when I do the hard(slow) blowing, it feels like my ear’s collapsing inward a bit so that it blocks even more sound out), might have helped alleviate the pain a bit.
I woke up at 3am this (Wednesday) morning. The pain was worse than anything previous.. I was miserable. took an Advil. Tried the earache relief ear drops. let it sink into my ear… no improvement. miserable pain. tried shifting different positions. couldn’t fall back asleep though I was so tired.. the pain was too much. ended up taking another advil. put the the Auro-Dri ear drying aid in my ear.. no improvement. shifted around. miserable pain. must have eventually fallen asleep through the pain, cause I don’t recall it subsiding.
When I woke to my alarm for work, I was back to normal pain/discomfort.. Which is not at all fabulous, but at least I’m functional again and not simply writhing in agony.

Pretty sucky, yes.
And I still have to chew pretty gingerly (especially on right side of my mouth, though either side is felt by my right ear).

I don’t have a doctor, which is why I haven’t rushed off to see one.
Today I’m starting a regiment of “triple tickle cocktail”, which is three BioC’s, three garlics, three echiniceas.. every 3-4 hours. If things aren’t better by tomorrow, I will find a doctor/antibiotics.

etc.

[continued in part 3]

31 July 2007 Tuesday

Ear unhappiness

slated in moments at 4:11 pm

The pain was clear on Sunday (probably something to do with water skiing on Saturday).. it’s Tuesday now… My right ear has been hurting… it’s internal, but around the ear hurts too.. sleeping on it hurts, not doing anything to it really hurts sometimes.. There’s some sort of blockage inside, but I’ve never for the life of me been able to clear my ears by blowing with my nose held closed.. and even if I could, it feels like I would rupture something (that I don’t want to rupture) if I did succeed… Tried dropping a bit of alcohol in it per coworker’s suggestion just now.. That doesn’t seem to have helped…
Looked up online and the symptoms suggest that I have “swimmer’s ear”.. Which, very very annoyingly, appears to be treatable only by a doctor. What the hell. Seriously? I can’t do anything from home for a stupid and annoying earache? ::very displeased:: The pain is cutting into my sleep now. And generally weird and uncomfortable feeling. No itchiness at all, but definitely pain and discomfort.

Further research.. possible remedies I’ll try at home:
myhomeremedies.com
webmd.com
mothernature.com

24 July 2007 Tuesday

Itai!

slated in moments at 1:20 am

Itai = OUCH! (Naruto says it lots)
Slipped on stairs at metro.. scrape and internal bruising along underside of right forearm up to elbow.. but it doesn’t look so bad… it just hurts a lot! Inwardly muttering itai’tai’tai’tai’tai’tai all the way home. Tied my bracelet up to my fingers to keep it from falling against the wound… really hurts. And got myself icecream. Because gosh darnit have I needed icecream today and falling down the stairs = really need icecream today.

Hope it takes a nap soon cuz I’m gonna need this arm to play with Photoshop today.

</fascinating moment in Alicson’s week>

12 July 2007 Thursday

Be ashamed to let it die

slated in moments, site-building at 1:50 am

Antioch’s logo
stands for
symmetry.

I was on the fence when I first heard that Antioch College was going to be closed.

Antioch College news

I’m not on the fence anymore.

the cost

slated in moments at 1:16 am

Here’s hoping that I didn’t just get bitten by a bunch of poison ivy.
But — if I did — those raspberries may have been worth it.

10 July 2007 Tuesday

TGI

slated in moments at 9:14 pm

cheers to not going into work tomorrow.
and to successful mailbridges.
and to good people.
and to baking cupcakes.
and to good days.

slated in moments at 6:06 pm

headed to bed ~2am last night. would’ve been much earlier, but mailbridge/forum topics needed merging and.. I still have more of that to do, actually.
much to write about and share.. a lot that I can’t write about and share..
but it’s been a worthwhile past ~two weeks, of which there are still days ahead.

09 July 2007 Monday

Goal for tomorrow

slated in moments at 12:24 pm

Be IN bed before 4am.
Bonus points if in bed before 2am.
Happiness and impressedness if in bed by midnight….........

Longer term goal:
be in bed by 10… oh that’s not even doable. much online collaboration happens solidly and well after 10pm EST.
Well, baby steps meanwhile….......

07 July 2007 Saturday

yay!!!

slated in moments at 7:04 pm

Was lots of phone calling and trying different numbers and leaving messages and calling again over past several days, with disheartening results.

LA didn’t have it and DC didn’t have it, but Southwest Chicago (finally got through to someone who actually called me back a bit later) has it!!!

Of course, all my credit cards have been canceled (very sad), but my driver’s license/ID, Southwest card, maybe one or two other interesting cards besides the credit cards, and my favorite little Lodis brown/teal leather card wallet are in the baggage claim and I will pick it up on my way back home. yay!!

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