I need my 2008 calendar.
Paperblanks 2008
French Ornate Dayplanner
Horizontal Mini Bleu
I’m going to kill something.
It’s December. I should have a 2008 calendar by now.
My 2007 calendar has been the excellent French Ornate Vert (green!) mini horizontal dayplanner that I’ve been very very happy with this year. Now I need the 2008. They (the general world/stores/internet search/shopping/places to buy things like 2008 calendars) have the green, but I already have the green. They have the blue in vertical, but I don’t bloody want the bloody vertical. GAH.
Past several nights (after 5am last night, after 4am night before, sometime around 2 before that…) I’ve been getting to bed pretty woefully late… So at this point am pretty tired and sleepy at times, and it definitely shows physically… but I’ve been up for mostly good reasons, and have been quite productive with my time..
So I feel good about it.
Not too different from doing something I dislike doing, but feeling good about doing it.
So I look like a mess today, and I feel pretty sleepy, but I feel pretty good and excited at the same time.
good/nice/great/fun < meaningful
slated in
mood at 7:10 pm
some things, some things should be sacred
too much stuff
trim.. keep and treasure essentials…
memory keeps most
time time time
anticipation/expectation/dread
hope.
it’s late. I’m overdue for bed.
My brother was home for Thanksgiving. He’d been away at school for the past many months.
Sleeping between 8-11:30am “at night” and odd hours the night before really doesn’t make for a happy, clear head..
So I’m taxing myself out a bit much.. and find that I’ll need to tax almost a bit more this weekend.
I had cream of mushroom soup today. That was good…though not quite as good as I remember as a child.
There’s a birthday party I’m missing tonight. I really wish I weren’t… But I couldn’t be able to
… a few other hundred things also got done, but quite honestly I’m kind of not thinking so usefully at the moment.. won’t make it to 4am again tonight.. I think that’s okay though… should be good to go for tomorrow…. thank goodness for really helpful people, and thank goodness for really good people in general…. even if they unnecessarily freak out or otherwise seemingly keep out of place, they make the world a better place, and I am so glad for them.
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