14 September 2006 Thursday

Solving

When it rains, it really does....

13 September 2006 Wednesday

06 September 2006 Wednesday

27 February 2005 Sunday

Time and Space

Ah. Time and Space. We meet. Again. Actually, hasn’t been so long since the last meeting, neh? But this is something rather new… a few reversals and adjustments in the usual conditions.
Now, despite our known incompatibilities, we’ve had a fair history when it comes to putting up with each other on this matter. So let’s just agree that this will be one more time, and that we’ll try not to ever really get together like this again.
Maybe it won’t be as terrible as it could be, or seemingedly would be, though… We’re sensible creatures, yes? And there are other things to keep our minds reasonable and a little patient while this whole thing sees us through. Space isn’t that dangerous anymore. And we have amenities set up and available to make the ride more bearable, and there’s now a very big bear on my bed, which I’m sure will help somehow as well.
Keep your own advice, Alicson. One foot after another; one step at a time, and you’ll be having breakfast before you know it.. and then lunch and then dinner will come around, and then… Well, let that come in its own time. Meantime, there’s this time to deal with.
Cookies and ice cream. Hbe’ll okay.

25 February 2005 Friday

First steps

we got Skype, which should be helpful in the scheme of things…
i’m already experiencing some cracks in the dam i’ve got up against the flood of tears and hurt and sadness and missing that i’m expecting..
long-distance relationships are doable… if the people matter and the relationship matters, then of course they’re worthwhile.. but understanding all the pieces of it does not make it terribly much easier. plus we’re young and emotional; i’m tres emotional. and he’s actually pretty sensitive too…
i hope he finds this easier, though; being the one going out and being away in a new environment with lots of distractions.. i know he’ll miss me, but at least he won’t be the one left at home, with usual routines and everything familiar and what was shared between us.. it’s my turn for all that.
time will pass; we’ll both be okay, and we’ll be together.

01 January 2001 Monday

i am tired, and in a decidedly …not bad mood, but a solemn and annoyed one… i’m good…i’m not unhappy…just impatient and tried and tired and annoyed… contributing to this is the frequent reminder of how dumb too many people are. or the unnecessary lapses of the uninherently dumb people. i don’t like it. and if they’re gonna be dumb, let them do it in their own space, on their own time; ‘not subject me to their contaminating disappointingness.that said, i hope everyone else is having a comparably carefree evening, and experiences a breezy tomorrow…