22 September 2006 Friday
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You know, I don’t even know what that means.
“i still believe in paradise. but now at least i know it’s not some place you can look for. because it’s not where you go, it’s how you feel for a moment in your life when you’re part of something.”
Well maybe you should cry.
And all of this life moves around you, for all that you claim you’re standing still, you are moving too.
Excuse me, are you lost? Perhaps you would care to visit the site map
[…] definitely feels like a Friday.
Gorgeous day out. perfect for walking around outside.
[…] kittens. and.. um.. I’ve forgotten the other thing.
I think three pairs of cat parents.. some of the kittens were funny/pudgy-faced looking.. but still fun to play with once their parents get less defensive.
lyrics I want to post.. fragmented thoughts I want to vaguely illustrate..
but I already have.
Running into this increasingly often.
Frustrating.
late for my bed.
I was recently accused of not letting people really in.. not allowing them into the deepest darkest places in my heart/soul/mind.
Offhandedly I’ve always been inclined to agree with that…
Consciousness inherently makes that difficult, anyway.
But actually, .. it isn’t true. I let people in. Just not everyone. Which is as it should be. And as far as letting them all the way in such that I would be 100% exposed and open..
Related or unrelated, I was also asked what purpose there could be in trying to be close to someone who is unwilling or incapable of opening themself up fully.
Everything is context.
Receiving multiple phone calls at 5am is actually not necessarily a problem..
It’s who is calling at 5am and why.
The boys in The Last Kiss were simple and sad, but their characters were not remotely as ugly as I’ve seen.
Idiots make mistakes. It’s a whole other kind of animal who consciously and repeatedly betrays good and love.
Curfew has been announced.. state of emergency declared 30 minutes ago..
Soldiers seized the government house..
Prime Minister Thaksin (not so popular these past many months..but likely to be re-elected because money to the rural folk and they’re the ones who vote) is out of the country..
Sept.20, 4:16pm update~ The King is supporting the general/coup.