“When you stop drinking, you have to deal with this marvelous personality that started you drinking in the first place.”
i’ve got a story; it’s almost finished.. now all i need is someone to tell it to—maybe that’s you. .... you should just be here; be with me here. it doesn’t seem there’s hope for me—i let you down.. but i won’t give in now, not for any amount.
...the one you knew; from your love i grew into complete and whole.. and the way i justify: it's my way to control love everlastin'.
...Excuse me, are you lost? Perhaps you would care to visit the site map
Not that my mom would have gone to bed any earlier anyway, and I should have already been sleeping too… but look what we stayed up to do:
that’s SouthPark-MyMom. the funnest thing about it is that she went into cute-Malaysian-expressions mode while picking characteristics.
reference to previous entrythunder is tapering off a bit, i think. i believe that under better weather conditions, there would still be a reasonable amount of daylight outside, but at the moment it’s looking like evening’s making a hasty entrance.
found out today that one of my cousins has a website. and another one just got his up today. i like that. it feels like they’re a little bit less far away now…
i’m planning on making a whole lot of cookies sometime in the next week. gotta take them with me for peoples at place. possibly/plausibly/certainly i shall consume some of them myself.
very glad to talk with Alberto today. no matter the content, it’s always most worthwhile.
i got a haircut yesterday.. mostly trim, but a bit more layering… but since i never do anything with my hair anyway, it’s prolly hard to tell.
Why is tomorrow sunday? another saturday would have been far more convenient.
i miss being in Asia.
do i miss the food and the prices, or the living on my own in a place with few ties?
i’m still waiting for certain email, and i owe someone a call back.
i’m going to get myself some icecream now.
Southpark Ali.
Cheez-its and other snack foods of that sort should be poured onto a plate or something before consumption, so that you have a vauge idea of how much you’re eating at once. Straight out of the box, there’s no concept at all of how much you’re eating.
(Of course then i go and keep pouring out more when the plate is empty… but still a bit better than the alternative.)
it is hot in my house bedroom
..because of weather stuff.
i’m probably going to be reiterating this point (complaining about the heat thing) many much more times through course of coming and current and waning summer.
nice dinner with Waws tonight…
much dehydrated; drank quite little water through day and don’t want to now, tho i’m quite thirsty, because i’m going to sleep sooner than later and will not want the dsturbtion of having to get up to the bthrm.
almost bought a new journal.. (black leather or brown leather?), but decided it was a bit too preemptive, since i’ve not reasonably completed the current one yet, though it is quite nearly done… i’ve written so sparsely this past year… increasingly i’m more a typer than writer.. increasingly i’m less a writer/typer… the thinking’s still there, at least,... but the placing on paper or digitalizing is not so much these days.
Internet was dead this weekend in my house. Comcast issue. I’m not going to recount the blahness of dealing with comcast guy and the lengths gone to try to restore internet to this house. Whatever it is, i’m glad it’s back on today.
Really unhappy about the loss of all the Textpattern Resources visitor stats from March til now. Not really anything I can do about it at this point; I managed to retore a backup that I had from February… Without that, there would be 0 stats. And yet it feels like that anyway. Momentum had been picking up too. And Urchin’s around, but I’ve never been able to get comfortable with looking at that, and I’m not sure that it’s possible to draw from that to output usable info on the site, such as the bbclone-related plugins are able to do to reveal popular articles and such. Anyway, I’m quite grumpy about his. Trying not to be. *sigh* Never trust anyone else at all with your backups. No matter what.
Moving along: serious phpmyadmin + txp password problems. But at least there’s no data to be lost here… When that’s eventually fixed, it should be fixed. The months of stats? Now unrecoverable.
gosh i’m unhappy about this.
Happy May 5, 2005. 
(next year’s 6.6.6… oooh… this is supposed to be a very dangerous year and next few, neh?
but cinco de mayo in 2005! that’s either auspicious, or just simply fun. either way. tread is mexican. and has a llama.)
i wish i had written this down while it was still “clear” in my head this morning… something about the span of land/water across the midwest and the west and the pacific ocean…we know as the Du-kong, or something.. Texas was up in there too somehow… and something about how the Chinese call the similar area around there “Yu kong” .. and you can see the obvious connection between, but i’d never really noticed before.
What on earth does it mean?!?
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