22 September 2006 Friday
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You know, I don’t even know what that means.
“Do not look where you fell, but where you slipped.”
it’s always little things that to the surface brings the comfort and the pain, the fear inside the smile.
We lose along the way the things we leave behind, along the precipice of things we should not climb.
And I’m the first in line.
...The mountain that you climb, just to take a fall—
Excuse me, are you lost? Perhaps you would care to visit the site map
[…] definitely feels like a Friday.
Gorgeous day out. perfect for walking around outside.
[…] kittens. and.. um.. I’ve forgotten the other thing.
I think three pairs of cat parents.. some of the kittens were funny/pudgy-faced looking.. but still fun to play with once their parents get less defensive.
lyrics I want to post.. fragmented thoughts I want to vaguely illustrate..
but I already have.
Running into this increasingly often.
Frustrating.
late for my bed.
I was recently accused of not letting people really in.. not allowing them into the deepest darkest places in my heart/soul/mind.
Offhandedly I’ve always been inclined to agree with that…
Consciousness inherently makes that difficult, anyway.
But actually, .. it isn’t true. I let people in. Just not everyone. Which is as it should be. And as far as letting them all the way in such that I would be 100% exposed and open..
Related or unrelated, I was also asked what purpose there could be in trying to be close to someone who is unwilling or incapable of opening themself up fully.
Everything is context.
Receiving multiple phone calls at 5am is actually not necessarily a problem..
It’s who is calling at 5am and why.
The boys in The Last Kiss were simple and sad, but their characters were not remotely as ugly as I’ve seen.
Idiots make mistakes. It’s a whole other kind of animal who consciously and repeatedly betrays good and love.
Curfew has been announced.. state of emergency declared 30 minutes ago..
Soldiers seized the government house..
Prime Minister Thaksin (not so popular these past many months..but likely to be re-elected because money to the rural folk and they’re the ones who vote) is out of the country..
Sept.20, 4:16pm update~ The King is supporting the general/coup.