hosts and domains

i’m still considering getting an additional web host, on top of my current ICDSoft and my new TextDrive accounts. why? cuz i’m like that. and .. <strong>shrug</strong> stuff. but i’ll give it a few more days to mull over.. (been waiting this long…this has been considered for past several weeks… the TextDrive account was a sudden purchase, due to the compelling VC200 offer. now, though, the mass/reseller domain account issue is increasingly pressing… ‘wish there was someone i could trust with the answers…

VC200

..referring to the previous entry
i am quite excited about this. how not to be? read a page or two from the textpattern forum about the TextDrive VC200… the open enthusiasm and eagerness and faith and trust and appreciation and camaraderie… i think i paid the money just to be a part of all that, just as much as (if not more) for the fascinating idea of a paid host* for life. —life of the project, anyway. but with the integrity and capability and humanity of the people involved..surely it will be made to succeed. *smiling* my appreciation to everyone in that forum, and i am looking forward to all of it coming.

*a reliable and friendly host, that is knowledgeable and compassionate and simply smart. this whole thing keeps enthusing me more everytime i think about it.

26 May 2004 Wednesday

new host

just signed up for an additional web hosting account (additional because i have no intention of leaving icdsoft)
what a terrible time to be spending so much money…
but i think it will be well worth it…
more on this later..

now just have to decide on/activate a good domain /reseller account

25 May 2004 Tuesday

it's enough after long past too much

When is enough, enough?
Truthfully, usually long past ‘too much’.

Quasi-recent personal experience disallows me ever the straightforward answers:

• If you love her, fight for her.
• If you feel like you’re being a fool, you probably are.

it’s usually both.. necessarily both, whether to win or to lose.

If you love/want someone who doesn’t seem to love/want you back the same way/with the same intensity/intentions, then you fight for the person’s attention/affection, or you walk away (there are in betweens, but they are all pretty miserable if your feelings are strong for the person, and they’ll all lean/end with the one or the other.)

If there’s someone else in the picture.. a third person…
Then everything is compoundedly more complicated/confusing/frustrating/agonizing/painful. And in turn, as each of those are so terrible, one must convince themselves that the opposites have a fighting chance.. such that the hope is greater and the desire for the person is stronger.
And the loss will be all that more awful.

When is enough, enough?

*tired alicson*

so tired today. tired yesterday too, but heavier today… mm.. and people starting to fill in to work, so can’t say so much.. not a lot specifically at mind to say.. but a general want to write a bit/talk a bit/sleep for a while in bed under covers. so many things to be done. well that never ever changes. only accumulation.. not so much whole completion. ‘saw fireflies yesterday… first of the season. “summer is here!” how is it only tuesday?

9:21am~ i am not in a good mood today.

2:22pm ~ <strong>in a good mood now</strong> —tis almost home time!

21 May 2004 Friday

congratulations graduates

Congrats to the class of 2004 University of Maryland graduates, who just completed ‘Main’ Commencement this (past) evening. And onto the individual College ceremonies tomorrow(today) morning. And then onto the rest of everything else—it’s what everyone went to university for in the first place, right? Well, it was surely terribly worth doing, anyway, even if the timing was rather off. But I digress. Congratulations you guys. Don’t run off too soon; ‘looking forward to seeing some of you a lil, now that you won’t be swamped with classes and exams. ..though every space is room to fill. Goodnight/day and best wishes and all the individually deserved sentiments.

19 May 2004 Wednesday

Nietzsche is dead

“God is dead”
~Nietzsche

“Nietzsche is dead”
~God

18 May 2004 Tuesday

opening up rasasayang.net

‘not happy with it. but i guess i’ll go ahead and open it up anyway.. prolly tomorrow or so. i got really lazy at the end, so the code’s a bigger disaster than even it was before. <strong>shrug</strong> working progress, slow and disjointed as it may be.

i haven’t really talked ‘bout the cicadas yet.. i will.

my brother’s going to prom this week.

i thoroughly wish i could have stayed in bed today.

there was something else i’d wanted to say… aimahno..