26 May 2005 Thursday

villagey pirateish-feel dessertedish place with people and water and things

dream had to do with some sort of remote pirate resort or something.. kind of isolated… three of us… myself and another girl and a guy.. the guy was kind of a tough/mean one.. and there was some strange relationship between him and myself.

but then a new couple/small gang of guys came around and the first guy said/did something to tick them off.. the other girl and i went after him to warn him to stay away and she advised him certain behavior to cool their fire and try to avoid them killing him. we were at some corner of the place.. a dock or something.. surrounded by water.. no real escape path from the place (thus he has to watch his behavior to coexist…)

..at some point i jumped/fell in.. but was conscious enough of dream that i could sort of ‘undo’ a bit to keep figure out what was manageable to stay alive. —cuz there was also a giant ..thing..maybe a boat or some other big floating thing next to the ‘dock’... so when i fall/end up in the water, i also end up deep underneath and beneath this thing.. so quite in danger of drowning..

but that whole ‘undo’ or shift in reality that’s possible in dreams—that’s a really nifty and useful feature.. i really think it’s possible with ‘real’ life.. ‘just gotta figure out the consciousness/awareness to do so. as if it were that simple.. but it probably is. but simple does not promise easily accessible…